It's looking like his deployment is mid-April and I pray that he gets to come home before then. I know that I just have to be strong, keep my head up, stay positive and try to live everyday to the fullest. I know there will be plenty of days when I don't feel like getting out of bed and facing the world, there will be nights when I cry myself to sleep at night missing him so...this deployment is going to tough but im going to get through it without complaining. I fall asleep every night knowing that my Marine is serving the country and keep us safe.
I miss him and all the little things though...
- I miss his smile.
- I miss always waking up before him in the mornings and snuggling up closer.
- I miss the look in his eyes when he looks at me.
- I miss how he would always kiss my forehead and my heart would melt on the spot.
- I miss how safe I feel when i'm in his arms.
There is nothing I hate more than hearing a girl complain that they haven't seen there boyfriend in a day or too.. well sorry hunny but some of us haven't seen our men in days, months, or even a year so why don't you do us all a favor and grab a pair of ovaries and handle it like a woman!